Sometimes I find myself in a situation where I take a step back, almost like I’m looking at my life as a timeline or a movie, and I realize that what’s going on right now is going to play a huge part in my future. It both terrifies and intrigues me beyond belief. 

Tonight has had two different incidents of this, and the only two things I know for sure are this:

That both are going to be melancholy examples of failure in some part of my life and who I am.

That for once, I don’t want this experience. I don’t want to change, I don’t want to have this knowledge to pass to others. I’d prefer to skip these two particular lessons and just go back to being happy.  

Too bad there’s not a soul in the universe that gives a fuck what anyone prefers.

I Survived!

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My curfew was lightning bugs, mom didn’t call my cell, she yelled my name, I played outside with friends, not online, If I didn’t eat what my mom cooked then I didn’t eat. Sanitizer didn’t exist, but you COULD get your mouth washed out with soap. I rode a bike without a helmet, getting dirty was ok, and neighbors gave a darn as much as your parents did. REBLOG, if you drank water from a garden hose and survived.

(Source: elite-squad)

This is what happens when those two are too tired to stand up anymore.

This is what happens when those two are too tired to stand up anymore.

My dog in his rain suit.. available for free at walmart, haha.

My dog in his rain suit.. available for free at walmart, haha.


“The human heart stripped of fat and muscle, with just the angel veins exposed.”

“The human heart stripped of fat and muscle, with just the angel veins exposed.”